I could have been...

Ecclesiastes 3: 5b-6a “a time to embrace and a time to refrain, a time to search and a time to give up”

You made me believe we had a chance. You made me believe I could be loved by you. You made me believe I am special. You made me believe that I am worth waiting for. You made believe I can be the girl I never thought I could be.

How I wonder what could have been if we both chose to stay. I wonder what could have been if you chose me. I wonder what could have been if only the time is right.

It was never easy to stop myself from falling for you. ‘Cause everything you did was the right reasons for me to fall. But, it was also never easy to fight against time and season.

I could have been there in your happiest moments. I could have been there to celebrate with you. I could have been there to thank God with you. I could have been there to laugh with you.

I also could have been there in your saddest moments. I could have been there to cheer you up. I could have been there to at least ease your pain. I could have been there to tell you my corny jokes just to make you smile. I could have been there to pray for you.

I could have been there to support you all the way.

I could have been one of the happiest when you achieved success.

I could have been your shoulder to cry on.

I could have held your hand when you felt so weak. I could have held your hand when you felt afraid. I could have held your hand to assure you I believe in you.

I could have shared my life with you.

I could have stayed.

I could have loved you, if only the time is right.